Good day to ya´ll
What is life worth? Why are we here? Can I really make a difference? I was just at a funeral..Her name was Jórunn and she was 23 yrs old, shcommitteded suicide last Friday. Jórunn had been "struggling" with the eating disorder bulimia for some years and just gave up. I will use the term gave up because what is it else than giving up..giving up on life,loved ones, yourself....Feeling so low that there is just no point to it all, why go on? What is there to live for? I am probably a bigger burden on my loved ones if I am alive with my ever changing mind and feelings..they will just be relieved if I go.. I am guessing those are the thoughts that went thru her mind a week ago... but who really knows, no one can tell. The funeral was really hard, my waterworks started as soon as I walked into the church and saw the coffin and all those pink flowers. She loved pink so as a tribute I wore a pink scarf and pink shoes, her family was wearing something pink as well. I always thought she was one of the strong ones, a fighter just like me, I guess u never can tell.
*****only the good die young**** is that true? She will be missed.
Hmmm....life in Iceland is never mundane at least not my life. I have been busy running the club Mojito and doing working on Prikið on tha side. I work EVERY weekend so partying takes place on weekdays. I will pick up whit where I left u off....
The Peaches concert was excellent!! Ms. Sigga Dögg got picked up to go on stage and sing with her Fuck the pain away in my specially made t´shirt, black hot pants and fishnet tights (+ big hair and lots of make-up). I t blew me away!!! She just handed me the mike and there we were singing and rocking together. My sweatie pictures were in the papers here and I think every person that went to the concert has a pic of me too, at least I have gottne a lotof positive feedback :) I ROCK! I would at least like to think so..dont take it away from me, please....Well if Metallica thinks I rock, then I really must, without a doubt. I was doing their dinner party last week at my club and that was cool, they were all really sweet and nice, I ended up with 2 passes to the concert, VIP and all. So Metallica and Peaches....definetly a rock and roll chick... Hmmm...50 cent is coming to Iceland I will most likely be hosting his party thing, I will keep u up to date on that one. Anna Rakel will be moving in in August. I have ben busy transforming my bedroom into a bonafide boudvoir and I just added a chair that hangs from the ceiling and spins, getting better with every minute, I just need a vanity desk and a dresser then I will be almost done....so everybody come and visit ;) I lost my marbles and went shopping for clothes. Not that I needed them..more like I just wanted more and more and more...sum sum dim sum...It really is therapeutic, at least in my case. OH I tried getting my armpits waxed, a painful experience, well not the waxing itself but the aftermath of it, I got really swollen and sensative but I am fine now. I am definetly recommending brazilian bikini wax for everybody, it´s the best (not the wax but the way it feels and looks after).
Life has been very philosophical, I sometimes think of myself as Socratese, or just as a wannabe but definetly one of his fellow scholars... am I just babbling away here?
I am thinking of going to NYC the first weekend of August,some friends of mine will be playing in Central Park and then in LA and they put on a good show so it will most likely turn out to be a good trip....
Dad is still behind bars and we dont know when he will get out, he is getting by,no more then that. My mom is still a rock, she has been taking a little beating by the surf but stands strong as ever.
On Icelandic politics, after telling us to vote on the media bill the parliment is now saying they are going to change it so we wont have to vote on it...smells fishy to me... Oh and should the US of A keep their base here (seeing as the Cold war is over and all), that is a big thing here as well, many people believe that having a US base here will make us a target for non US loving nations and people( terrorists, anybody?)... I dont know..I dont want us to be defenseless against the world... I havent made up my mind about it yet...
I went to go see Placebo the other day, they were good,not phenomenal but good.
I have to go to work....
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sigga Dogg